Be Here Forever

Oh, I thought I was going to have time to ask all of the questions,  to live and then ask more questions, to spread my wings and then ask my questions. 

Thought I would have time to get your advice.

I thought I would have time. 

Time, I thought I would have it. 

It never occurred to me I wouldn’t have time until I didn’t. 

And now I miss you. 

I miss you.

The memory of the way you used to play. 

I try on your way. 

Am I remembering it right? 

The memory of the way you comforted me. 

I do this for others but am I doing it right? 

I thought I had time to learn and grow beside you. 

I thought you were going to be here forever